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| so it looks like the dream of riding a motorcycle in the early months of next year has been pushed back for j... now instead of being early February it seems like he will be riding off in sunsets during the summer.... but that is ok because his dream will still be realized... :)
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| I WANTS MY PRECIOUS CAMERA!!!!! GIVE ME THE PRECIOUS!!! RARRRRR!!!!
anyone feel like they can get me a crazy discount off a dSLR? hehehe :) you will be my bestest friend :)
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| i hate this... being home with and empty feeling inside.. i dont get it hence the "?" hmm was it really the best course of action to take... i keep thinking about it now and its seriously bugging me. normally reflections are useful to me cause i actually can work things out in my cluttered brain.. and yes calvin i can actually do that! geez just cause i have problems turning... "turn right" said calvin, ::justin turns left:: hahaha o man... fun fun fun... ahhhh... PPTPPTTPTHTHPTPHT!!!!!! anyways.. i cant seem to focus on anything anymore. its like my mind is just floating just outside my head, its there but its not. its scary cause even my ma noticed.. which i must say is very strange. well i guess this is how you are feeling too huh... maybe? distance is a bitch, since i was a kid i liked having my family and freinds so close by. my sister always there to play with and have fun.. but now i see them drifting away into their own lives and i feel like that little boy holding his stuff animal all alone. even with the holidays coming up and we are actually gonna be all together on a trip its sad because i wont be able to see my freinds and those i care about the most. maybe im thinking too much about this but i dunno i thought there was so much hope.. or was that me who put that hope in there and i was just reaching. no that cant be it... there was something there i could feel it, i still can just a glimmer. but you seem even more distant than before mmm... good byes are hard. there was some who said that you dont know what you lost until you lose it hrmm you know for some reason when ever i hear that i think of calvin telling me that O.o calvin o you are so funny i miss you buddy :( gahahaha well im rambling now and its fun especially when you have nothing to do on a weds night. listening to the radio in the igloo. if i could i would be watching some of those moview we watched together. man its only been a few and im handling it like a baby. i feel that ive fallen backwards instead of moving forwards.. always putting on a strong face and laughing it off so you can protect what you can.. stupid stupid stupid.. they always find out later and then they ask if youre ok even if ur not you say yeah im fine. o yeah i forgot to say how my thanksgiving was.. o man it was interesting.. unlike many other peoples thanks, with turkey, stuffing, mashed potatos, and other deliciousness. we had.. EGGROLLS and duck and sticky rice and other things. my the sister and the cousins were quite excited for the eggrolls.. but they ended up.. :'( soggy.. because the parentals got them hella early in the day oo so sad but it ended up a fun night becuase of the cube. super smash and random insane laughter... yeah that would be the best way of describing things. oddly enough i didnt think i would wake up for black friday but i did O.O at 5.... without an alarm.. very strange... but its cool cause i got all the stuff i needed and didnt spend that much. EVEN STRANGER huh? but then after i had work. o m g what the hell was up with all the people there.. i dunno what it is but i think im getting really annoyed at work.. mostly because im getting fucked over and it seems like im getting picked on by the boss.. buut eh i could care less right now yeah... on top of everything i feel bad about not getting that stupid sj tennis logo done too. i think tis been like... 2 months now.. oo hes gonna be pissed hrmmm well i think thats enough rambling for tonight.. tomorrow maybe ill write some more yeah
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| and damn its been a loooong ass time and i have missed my dear xanga.. i guess i should spiff it out like calvin maybe huh? right calvin? since i know ur gonna be reading this.. gahahaha well lets update to its fullest since its fun and i need to rant on somethings which will come probabbly tomorw once iget some sleep... ZZZZZZ
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| ITS FREAKIN SUMMER!!! BWAHAAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
yeah its been summer for me for a while i know and its been a while since i wrote on this. wow its weird. hrmm.. lalalalalala i dont really have anything to say. i guess im just bored and saw my xanga link hahaha
lalalalala summer summer summer summer
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